. there are like two or three weeks left before i leave Ipoh. this is sad. seriously. sad to leave my dearest friends. :( sad to leave this daily routine that i am used to for one year. on weekdays, get up early in the morn, getting ready for class. go to class 10 minutes late, plus being chased by the guard for taking lecturers parking spot. eating lunch with dearest housemates and classmates. on weekend, go back to my hometown, coming back on Sunday excited to meet housemates although we've just been apart for two days.
watching movies with buddies. laugh hysterically at our own stupid jokes. going to Giant Tambun to buy necessary and sometimes (always actually) unnecessary things. going to rm1 shop to buy rm1 stuff. gossiping about the neighbour next door. shopping madly at Jusco and Ipoh Parade. sight seeing at Gerbang Malam. yes. i would miss all this once i leave Ipoh.
. to avoid disappointment. betul tak? kalau tak mahu kecewa, janganlah terlalu berharap.
dulu, aku pernah update status fb. expect the worst so that you won't be disappointed. ada yang setuju ada yang tidak. terpulang pada persepsi masing-masing
but that is how things work for me. janganlah terlalu berharap pada benda yang tak pasti. takut benda tu mengecewakan kita di kemudian hari. just go with the flow.
tapi tidak berharap tidak bermakna tidak berusaha. berusahala semana yang kita mampu dan sama ada pulangannya berhasil atau tak, itu bergantung kepada kesudian Yang Maha Esa nak bagi ke tak.
aku ni jenis berusaha. tapi bukanlah yang jenis berusaha bersungguh-sungguh. sebab kalau terlalu berusaha, kalau kita tak dapat apa yang kita mahukan, mesti frust menonggeng. ada tak orang yang berusaha bersungguh-sungguh, bila tak dapat apa yang dia mahukan, dia tak rasa kecewa pun. ada ke? hurm. mungkin ada.
yeah. i might see things negatively. maybe there are certain people out there think differently. berusaha bersungguh2 tangga kejayaan. i like to see things out of the box. aku suka berfikir di sebalik nya.
so, bagi aku kalau kau berusaha bersungguh-sungguh dan kau berjaya. itu rezeki kau. tak semestinya kau berusaha bersungguh-sungguh dan kau akan berjaya. ada jugak orang yang nasibnya tidak selalu baik. berusaha sekadar yang mampu. kalau kau berusaha sekadar yang mampu dan kau berjaya. tell me. i would be the first person to congratulate you. :)
and for YOU. please learn to appreciate people. :)
. . ok, this might be the dozenth time i'm talking about this bloody stalker. well, she comes back to haunt me. so, let's haunt her back.
this time, i decided to join her. you know, in this game created by herself. and i really hope that she looses tragically. yeah, that's what i hope.
previously, i had never interested with her game. i had always decided to quit before finishing the game. why? because i felt that this game is just a waste of time. and i have a lot more better things to do.
but this time is different. because, i am quite surprised by her desire. the desire to stalk me. haha. so you want to play the game so much? it's on, baby !!
despite of my admiration of her desire, i have to admit that, i'm still curious about her seriousness ? if you are serious to play this game with me, why don't you come up and face me in reality. only losers compete in the virtual world. stop using facebook as your medium and start collecting your confidence that are broken into pieces (i guess) and face me. in reality ok.
or if you are that chicken to meet me in reality. you don't have too. you can just reveal the real you (although i have known the real you better that you know yourself) no need to be imposer. pretending to be some one else. pretending to be so interested to know me. just cut the crap lah. don't you feel ashamed of yourself? trying so hard play around with me thinking that i have been fooled by you. where the reality is, you are fooling yourself. do you think that i am as stupid as you? or worse, do you think you are smarter that me? haha. funny.
so, dear miss stalker. let's play the game. let's see who's the smarter one. :)